The dreamer in me

You know sometimes having a lot of time on your hands certainly won't do you any good. If you just sit on your ass all the freaking time.

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I'd like to think that I spend my time deep in thought. But what I really am doing is daydreaming. Daydreaming is not bad in itself. But when your friends walk on over to the second floor of the mall while you're still at the mall entrance lost in "deep thought", that's another story.

It's come to my attention that I've been spending a lot of time thinking and not doing. I would have thought I have gotten over this habit of mine when this year started but you know, habits are hard to break. And we all need a little slap on the back of the head to knock us back into reality once in a while. 

So I started making plans and executing them day by day. No matter how lazy I get, the point is I get out my little daily list and cross off whatever I can. Yes, things and people get in the way because that's how life is. Sometimes, you get used to life's little distractions that you welcome all of it. But sometimes, you're not really into the welcoming part. Anyway, whatever mood/state of mind you are in, life is supposed to happen. You either let it or you create other paths for your life to take its course.

What my point really is that I can't help it if I'm a dreamer. At least I know it and admit to it. And I got around to taking action. I don't want for others to decide on my fate.